To hold the one that means the most to you close is so painful. Seeing her not happy and in pain hurts me so much I would do anything to be with her. I know she is not ready now and maybe she never will be but to me it’s worth the chance of waiting. There is nothing I would rather do than spend all my free time with her. She is my angel and I would do anything for her that’s how much she means to me I wish I could do more than just say this. I feel something for her that I have never felt before and I hope she realizes that she really does mean the world to me and that she doesn’t just think she is another random person. No she is what I desire and what I would fight for just to see her smile and just to hold her hand just to be able to spend the time with and have the mutual feeling I feel for her. Maybe one day….