you more than you know. I miss hearing your voice morning and night. I miss buying your flowers and surprising you just to see you smile. I miss holding your hand and I miss holding you close to me. I miss being able to share a kiss with you. I miss everything that happened between us and I miss having you in my life. I just hope you know how much you mean to me and that you know I will absolutely never give up. When I said forever I meant it. You are my girl. Love..

Happy

I saw her tonight and it was the first time in a couple days although I was as happy as can be she seemed not as excited to see me. I have a date with her Wednesday and I will show her how much she means to me and hopefully she still love to spend time with me.

For the phone call that I’m not sure is coming

Is the beginning or the end. Stressed. Desserts.

Ended so badly with freaking out and going so over the top at the person I adore love care about more than anything because someone told her something that is not true. Luckily she gave me the chance to explain and believed me. I know I will never react like that again because she never deserves to hear that or have to deal with that. I am so sorry Raegan that I did that last night. You know how much you mean to me and I never want to do anything that upsets you. Thank you for trusting me. You are my girl.

I try to make her realize that she is the one I care for the most

I hope she is

when you kiss me bye >